Crap

What did I do to deserve this anger from my mum. For friends who are close to me, my mum and I are close. We haf coversations and she always has to comment on how fat I am. Ya I am fat. And ya I'm trying to work on it. I hate to work out. Seriously, it's the shittiest thing to do to me. Heads up to evryone who can get that adrenaline rush. I just don't get it. So what do i do. I just sit in front of the tv and eat in moderation. Lovely! I love this life. Some may consider this unhealthy but who freaking cares. I love spending my days in front of the tele in Dubai! you can never do that when you're in SG. It may seem like i'm depressed and I hate Dubai. Well Dubai is not my chosen place to live in with all that traffic and noise. I dun plan to live in a slump here. I plan to get a drivers licence, I plan to achieve that before my family comes. I do haf goals. But my current goals rite now is just to do lotsa flights haf a saving of 10,000 dollars by the end of this year. Freak I know it's not enuff but that's the goal. I want my showtime. I want to be a bum! but then she goes sarcastically like ya just come back to sg lah. U always miss your boyfren. I miss SG cos i had a life there. I had a fun job, I had teater, I had great friends and I planned to join SQ. But this I never ever planned for. It just took me in a whirlpool of changes. Imagine a girl who all her life has been supported by her overprotective parents thrown into this place in the gulf alone. I have made really good friends and I'm adapting. I know SG is not a place for me to achieve my goals. THERE'S NOTHING LEFT IN MY HOMELAND!! I get it. We can't haf evrything I know that! So stop it ah... Just let me do what I want to do. Freak, 22 and i'm still the baby. I hate it when I'm fat just let me do a nicole ritchie. I know you care but sometimes it's an overkill. What's the point of writing this... pple concerned won't read it niwae.

Congrats

My aunt just got married last weekend. Unfortunately, I wasn't there. Busy busy at work. Need to recuperate the losses I made last mth when I went back for holidays. Congratulations to Ucu and Uncle Sabeer! It's been a really long time since my family has had a wedding... I think almost 20 years. So I guess it was a bit of adjusting for everyone. When I went back the last time, I made my dad a new baju kurung which looked excellent (I hope) Very chinese dynasty colour. It's a celebration and my dad was becoming the wali for the first time. Don't you agree that my dad has to look good? My mum says he did. I didn't get to see it cos he had to get his custom made... cos my dad is geylang's santa clause! Kwangs! Apologies again for not being there but glad you like the gift. A huge present in the shape of 2 palms for my brother... which at this point of my life is quite a huge expediture. He did very well for his O levels. I guess it's expected... clever buncit! My MP3 player has finally proven that it's cheapness... I'll take any donations... especially the ones that start with i infront... Ipod... Ipod mini... Ipod nano... get my drift... my 3 buddies you guys owe me a pressie niwae! kwangs... This mth is tiring mth... But i'll get through! kisses to all!!