Shish!
You guys know that feeling when that song or movie or watever you are reminded of is like right at the tip of the tongue but you jus can't place it... haiya... I jus had one today. I heard this song on power 98 ah can't remember the title... niwae, i jus got the title! woo hoo! niwae, Life's changing fast... My mum jus got retrenched... she's stayed home for almost a week... jobless... She cried a lot before her retrenchment... cos for the first time in her life she won't have a job. I feel so sad for her. The money given by the company, she's afraid it won't last... She feels in the dumps once in a while, but she always says that "sheereen is my orang kuat". To tell you the truth i put up a strong front for her... I guess she knows that deep down inside me... or whenever some bad news breaks, I cry too... But i never wanna cry in front of her. I always look on the bright side of things. Like at least through all this hardship, none of my family members are terminally ill or have to pay expenses tat cos up to thousands... Alhamdulillah. Another plus point is dat my whole family has our religion to standby us. Yeah last time when everything was great we weren't really praying and stuff... Can stereotype me as the biler dah kena baru sadar pple but whatever ah... I know Allah has helped me through a lot of things... I will always believe and try to be a good muslim. *mak kau emo seh sheereen!* hehe...

8:39 AM; i'm flying away now Y

Raya
Dah beberapa tahun celebrate raya mesti benda2 yg samer akan berlaku...
1) pagi raya, mesti kena marah... belum mandi lah... belum siap ah... kena top up kuih ah... Mesti nyer
2) Pergi rumah nenek...then very the mendak... talk semua samer... sheereen final year eh? wat course u taking? Mesti nyer....
3) Makan... MESti nyer!
4) Baju baru kotor kena kuah lah... minyak ah... aper aper yg sewaktu dgn nyer... Mesti nyer...
5) gelagat2 baby atau my nephews yang sungguh cute... Mesti nyer....

tapi in all this five things yg paling frust is the baju kotor thing... nanti mesti kena tegur... sheereen ni tak sah kalau baju tak kotor... haiz... i must wear something kan... yang boleh wipe je kalau tertumpah ke... terkena ke... haiya... I'm approaching 20 seh... members ader yg belum sampai 19 (*ahem!) new year's resolution... not to be miss messy! Woi! hehe...

12:24 AM; i'm flying away now Y

I feel so loved!
Haha... if u guys miss me... I miss you guys lots too... hari hari gi suntec je... takde life seh... miss my farhan also... so the sedih... nak tahu aper lagi sedih? 2nd day raya wah gi kerja ah beb... tak leh angz! gi wrk like wanna cry... dun worry... aku tgh counting down the days till i ponteng kerja and jalan raya with you guys! hehe... eee... evidence... eee... ok lah... mungkin besok aku write longer... toodles... nak gi suntec!

10:45 AM; i'm flying away now Y

I dun wanna be!!!
Oh gosh! check out this song! I jus love it so the much lor! hehe... I dun wanna be anything other than what i've been trying to be lately... so what are u trying to be? Someone who someone wants you to be? the perfect girlfren? the best colleague... the best employee.. haiz... I jus wannabe.... OVER AND DONE WITH SIP! It's only a few more months till i graduate... i recalled a conversation with ab burg... "lepas graduation nak buat ape? kahwin? Lepas tu?" what's next? seriously... I mean i'm doin my internship in retail and i haf sworn off being in this line in my life... but do i really know what i can and cannot do? Can i stop fate? kita hanye merancang... tuhan yang menentukan...so what i can be... and i'm trying to be is... To be a good muslim... a good daughter... a good gf... a good fren to my buddies... in total... jus sheereen....
(Chorus)
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

1:07 AM; i'm flying away now Y

Hahahehehuhu
yesterday had a blast with the biz peeps... Bank robbers and nif and soffie... with Baby and Ab... broke fast at cahaya... Where i ordered nasi goreng tak nak nasi... bodoh kan? (btw, jus wanna add that we missed titi, Der and Izad dearly) Get well soon zad! So after buka went to Starbucks, then BK then coffee bean. mcm org kaya eh? padahal padahal... we were looking for a dry spot to chill out... hehe... then we ended talking so much... about anything and evrything... Farhan watching porn... hanif and his Bapok colleagues... Nik and the best diary... haiya... so the funny... and even at one point we got so into the topic about gays and lesbians... what seh... all in all... it was fun catching up with my friends... missed them loads... so gonna go work now... woo hoo!

10:41 AM; i'm flying away now Y

Drama mama
It's wednesday again! woo hoo... two of my seniors have asked for voulunteers for their plays... and say it with me... I can't go!!! haiya... doing administrative work for titisan is draining... Nak organise workshop no money... So depressing... what have i done as a chairman... well close to zero... What have we achieved? nothing... haiya... so the sedih... today me gonna go buka puasa with bank robbers and my best buddies! i miss them loads... ah... so the lazy to write... lalalalalalalala.... till inspiration hits... tata

12:14 PM; i'm flying away now Y