Public display of Attention?

"You are not any better..."

PDA what is that? Public display of Affection or Public display of Attention. Borak lah kan kalau orang cakap tak pernah kiss of hug in public... but what is the limit that you can take? ok maybe when you're in it you dun notice it. But pernah tak you are the solo one and your fren hug hug gitu... listening to what you are saying but while listening to ur stories. Dunno ah... Mcm kalau dengan bf macam lain tahu.... i know pple will kena kan me the above phrase tapi still this time, i shall make it a point to make it uncomfortable for anyone... kan mcm tak best kan? is it one of the hints to ask the person to go away? haiz.... ok lor... i think i talk this topic also so the stupid... but i shall take the hint and go sleep.... salah besok2 makan burger ader mayo kat pipi... :p

Where i am now.....

... Hello... long time no bloggy... haha... niwae... dulu frust sekarang macam haha... ok i guess. Satisfied. You are reading the blog of the new sales and reservations Agent of grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel.... haha... yes i finally got a job my dear frens... I guess it's a mixed emotions feeling that i get... i never wanted to have a 9-5 job... But i've got one. and so what? every1 has almost evryone has been doing that mah? haiz... oh well... I jus signed my contract... now i'm on probation with a really small pay... haiz... oh well, at least i won't be groaning and complaining. I'm actually doing and learning somethin... thanks Shasha! first pay gua belanja lu ah! haha... niwaes... I'm at peace of mind i guess rite now...

But... i do miss my dearest Adib... he is off to field camp tomoro and the sucky thing is i'm gonna be wrkg alternate sats and evrytime he book out I'm wrk... MONKEY CRAP! hehe....

Take care ok baby? I'll see you on

FRIDAY!!!!

Frust geng!
alah... only god knows the ooutrageous frustration i feel. When is enough, enough? brape banyak cabaran dioragn nak cmapak kat aku ni. It's been 4 times i tried... still "Thank you... try again!" ingat ape? It's like again you level up but there is no continue... start from beginning... Why should i go through this stupid rejections and ridicules time and time again... Sometimes i think i'm fucking stupid to try again... Sometimes I think they ARE STUPID! Then... diorang still make money what... They still have ugly girls up there in the sky what? Am i that bad? Am i so horrible? Ya... never was the hot girls guys go for ah... But how many times are you gonna trample my ego? How many times are you gonna make me waste $8 on the cab fare? How many times are u gonna put my body through the lack of food, tremendous amounts of stress and all the fake nice to meet yous? Fuck lah!!! senang kata i'm 21... i may not need you anymore... NICE TO MEET YOU AND BYE!

My Gals...


these two are my girlfrens... haha.... I really am amazed at the dynamics of our relationship among one another. I dun seem to spend every single moment with them yet when i meet up with them I can never get enough of them. as quoted by Az "don't think you'd answer my calls at 4 am in the morning" haha... as i said the dynamics of our relationship really amazes me... Az is very arty farty... super talented this woman and Nat's jus a plain nerd... and me oh well... it's just that we click all the time.... even though we've been through many different degrees of pain or triumphs and wat nots but there's always a common gropund. We may not know every single detail about each other like bra size and crap (yes you two... i know I'm the tiniest of the lot) but it's just the way we are... we know about each other at a comfortable level that needs no details. Yea... i love them in a lot... haha... they jus really crack me up... although i'm always the victim of their ridicule.... but i believe that they've made me who i am now... thanks guys!