New blog... new chemical romance theme... Wtached impenjarament courtesy of Amin... thanks dude... Niwae, I am not much of a critic the only ones that i can critic on is the work i've done with titisan Temasek. Cos there's so much we haf to learn... But nonetheless i truly enjoyed myself... Imagine, will you hire an ex-con? It's bad enough to get fired and to find another job. To those who answered yes... pls think again. I mean here we are trying to get recommended, maintainin the unspoilt image, and these ex cons haf to compete with us. So I really loved the show, and will type more soon. very irritated with my mouse rite... Get the cat to eat him up!

4:35 PM; i'm flying away now Y

first million
Always crave for the day that i get my first million and that my huisband to be has got to earn his first million first before we get married. It's not that i'm materialistic but i guess security is what i want. It's not the only condition, i also will want my firs million b4 i marry. Dunno how i'm gonna get it but i hope to achieve it ah. I guess the reason why i'm like this is cos I'm tired of seeing my parents be so hunt down for everythin, bills and what nots. But am i so sure my life's not gonna be like that? haiz... only time will tell...
By the way, farhan and i are fine... Jus got through the rough week... thanks for all the advice... even helzie!

10:22 AM; i'm flying away now Y

bright lights: party
Had the fish and co staff party yday. It's funny how u see pple act differently when they go to clubs. They drink they let loose they dance like mad dogs. when in real life... They are so shy or act cool. When in true fact it's jus super loud music with lots of pple mushed together. I'm not much of a clubber but somehow it's exciting. So is it exciting cos it's wrong? Or jus becos it's plain fun. Seriously, girls hugging guys... Guys getting somewhere with a girl even if in real life they won't even get close. It's jus funny. some peeps got pissed drunk... which was funny. and haha... peeps get this... some of my colleagues tot i was drunk. haha... me? my dearest and closest frens, i haf never and will never intend to drink. well till that days comes, rest assure u I will detest it. bismillah... only drank refreshing glasses of ice water. It was weird to see different peeps at their drunkard points. one lies flat on the floor which when she's sober will never do it ever again. One was carried by her bf on the shoulder in the most awful way. One was puking on pple who haf tried to help her. one screaming at the top of their lungs. One walking ard refraining from sitting down so that he won't puke. kelakar ah... So if drinking brings out the ugly side of them, why drink? cool ah? accepted to society? westernised? haiya... this is my stand on drinking.... Jus find me one reason the goodness of drinking... and if it's justified with no repercussions... u might jus change my mind.

2:51 AM; i'm flying away now Y

Blogging:
What's the point of having a blog and not actually say what u want to say? So here it goes... I'm not at the happiest of moods in my relationship currently. It's been rough, he's been sensitive and I've been making lots of friends. We talked about it but like somthing's missing. Syg if u're reading this, I'm just saying wat i really feel. And i'm sorry if i hurt you. relationships are breaking apart left and right... met up with 2 of my frens yday and guess what... single... both... 2 peeps who are so in love with their respective partners have broken up. It's scary yet if we're fated it shouldn't be a problem. We'll work this out... haiz... there i've said it. Song recommendation and a little sign of hope to those who have loved and lost time and time again...

God bless the broken road- Rascal flatts
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love
Along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign
Pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream
Led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way
Into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent
Just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost
And give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan
That is coming true

Every long lost dream
Led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way
Into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I’m just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Yes it the song that carrie sand on the american idol finale. Boo... Carrie!!

12:03 PM; i'm flying away now Y

high...
haha... today i had a show at taman warisan with teater kami...yes i can hear the u... sheereen budak teater siak... Yes ah! so happy... I'm happy to be part of such a wonderful show... super friendly pple and fun... Thanks Abg anwar! Thanks to everyone for making my week a memorable one... and it's so fun to be a soundwoman... tapikan... dah lamer seh tak act.... rindu... haha... but u guys are super talented and i thank u for ur guidance and patience... bak kata kak sheba... relax, focus, enjoy... haha... thanks again!

12:43 AM; i'm flying away now Y

I'm not O-fucking-K!
I'm so obsessed with My Chemical Romance!!!! No prizes for guessing wat's my new blogskin gonna be themed!!!

11:40 AM; i'm flying away now Y

Memories
Today I went back to TP yet again... i feel like I have yet to leave the school... But hey It was fun... I found a person to be cuter than i expected... haha... Wrk was tiring but it was kinda cool... So amusing... Titi was supposed to sleepover at my house tonite but apparently her mum tak kasi cos she's been out too many times... haha... Padan muka Anyway, next time then dude. but since my room was in a mess, I did some spring cleaning which led to a lot of setting adrift on memory bliss. totally funny stuff like autograph books and diaries. It's funny cos back at the time, I was a REALLY big fan of the Backstreet Boys. And i still consider myself as one. Jus can't let it go! NICKY! haha... And pple wrote in my autograph book and stuck pics of nick, aj, brian, howie and kevin. A LOT! Lame... but it was totally cool last time. I even had nick names with regard to my darling Nick. Such a loser. Then i think abt the money i spend on the magazines and the chasing of boybands (Yes, I was a boyband chaser... hearty harhar Malu nyer...) I guess what was funny was, how i could ever write other pple's autographs with unnecessary info that they dun even give a shit abt now. Heck! Half the pple in my autograph bk dun even live at the same place! haha... So I feel really paiseh now... To my sec sch frens and pri sch frens... I'm sorry for wasting pages in ur bk with stupid nonsensical things like fave actor or even Rank of friends freaking childish ah! Haiya... but haha... imagine if i ranked my frens now... Hmmm.... Myself! haha... I guess there's a reason why we stop this sort of things... makes u too self absorbed! :P nites!

1:02 AM; i'm flying away now Y