You win some, you lose some

People say.. wah... so good ah become stewardess get to fly here and there... most of all gaji bomb siak! Haiz... all these are true and thank Allah so much for all the blessings he has bestowed upon me in all the interviews and the tests that makes me the stewardess now. Alhamdulilah... The sad parts are now ah... Raya is jus around the corner. I keep telling myself I'll be fine but the truth is, nope... not fine at all... I was listening to seloka hari raya where the lyrics go like "indahnya sungguh di pagi raya"... Then before i knew it I was crying... ON THE WAY TO WORK! haha... so Lame lah... First time being away from home during raya and i won't be back till the 2nd week... Noreen says at least you get to go back... Ya i know... Tapi masih sayu ah beb... It's like u've been doing the same thing for 20 years and here in this foreign land who don't even haf a taste of our culture... I'll be spending this very special day in Johannesberg... Last year, masih dapat duit collection, challenge with Irfan and Imran! Haha... Or malam raya watching P Ramlee shows for the Upteenth (dunno how to spell lor... English not good) time and still laughing at the same stupid jokes... The SMS-es you get malam raya... Thee look i give to my bros when they haf to go for raya prayers... Kwangs! I will be missing all these!!!! Sabar.... Ni semua growing up! Kepada kawan2 ku yang going to celebrate this raya differently, be it you're in training or in Dubai with me or lost a loved one... Just want to say you're not alone... I feel your pain... Raya this year will just not be the same... Advanced Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir dan Batin!