Jus me
I never meant to hurt you... I never said i never loved you... I never said i did it for someone else... i never said i never cared.... But all these things i didn't say to you has made you doubt our 20 months. And you doubting me, has made myself doubt our relationship. I admit, maybe i did it out of my own selfishness... never tot about you... But I keep telling myself it isn't like that... It hurts when i try to explain myself cos i turn out the jerk either way... It hurts trying to make u understand cos i know nothing can change your mind.... I guess all i need is time.... u need it too... think whatever you wanna think, cos i don't think i can change your mind and that hurts... I hope Allah s.w.t. will be your guide, i hope you'll find someone else better than i ... i treated you like crap and i know it hurts... I am the bitch... i'm sorry....

10:04 AM; i'm flying away now Y