ME:
As some of you might have heard, my dad's in hospital... And truly on that day i was wondering what if it was the last time i ever salam my dad... what if it was the last time that i made fun of him... If it was the last time I did wrong to him... on the journey to the hospital... jus felt like breaking down... although my dad hasnt had his shining moments these past few years... but somethings like this jus make you realise how you need a complete family. My mum's handling insurance and shit and she breaks under pressure and I'm here to support best i can. But i feel like i haven't helped enough. My dad keeps saying if it's time for him to go, he goes ah... but shit ah... I'm jus so sad cos my bro's starting poly and younger bro's in sec 3 and here i am... worried abt my results and Afraid that i might repeat one stupid subject instead of entering the workforce and helping my mum... Whatever ah... jus feel so useless... Waiting for my dad to get better... waiting for his bypass... waiting for my results... jus waiting................

9:43 AM; i'm flying away now Y